Jack's Mannequin Inspires Me.

He got me warm so please don't get me rescued. Say you miss me one last time and I'll be strong, but whatever you do please don't get me rescued. I feeling like I might need to be near you, is it possible for the world to look this way forever? Maybe we were made for each other, is it possible? I talk so much I'm sure I didn't know that I'd gone crazy. You can breathe now, but the air is running out. I deconstruct my thoughts at this computer, I watch the stars become the day. I am slipping through into the airwaves, this is nothing new. You are slipping through and the static's where you'll find me. Something's not so right inside. So hang on, don't panic; there simply is no need. What's a girl to do with friends like this? If you left it up to me everyday would be a holiday from real. When it's all over I'll come back for another year. It’s a picture of perfection, but if you left it up to me we'd waste our weeks beneath the sun. Being poor was never better so let's screw this one up right. We'd lie and tell our friends it's so much fun out here. This is a warning. Where are you now? These words could burn a hole in anyone, but it's you I was thinking of. There is a piece of me in every single second of every day. If it's true then tell me how we got this way. We stood like statues at the gate. There is so much time where I'm from I had to give it away. Sometimes perfection can be perfect Hell. Hours pass and I still count the minuets that you are not here. Can you help me can you make this last? Please keep it steady now because every inch of me is bruised. Every word of every song that made me want to stay is playing through my mind, and I am finally waking up. Don't fly fast, but stay out late some nights. You haven't shown your face it's just so bad, and hours pass. I swear I didn't mean for it to be like this. I'm on the verge unraveling with every word. I come undone, yes I do. All I taste is blood between my teeth. I keep pushin, I'm ready to fall. Don't stop me. I am aware I've been misled. I disconnect my heart, my head. I get out of bed and I put on the same shirt I wore yesterday. When did society decide that we have to change and wash a T- shirt between every individual use? If it's not dirty, I'm gonna wear it. I need caffeine in the blood stream. I have suddenly realized that my life is a boring pop song and everyone is singing along. Guess what, I'm done writing your songs. The ending got twisted but for all of the hell that it took, I’ve got friends who will help me pull through. I'm coming back to you by July. I'm far too unstable to settle, and I doubt that the doctors are wrong. Have you ever been alone in a crowded room? Well, I'm here with you. I don't know what you could possibly expect under these conditions. This flood is slowly rising up beneath my feet and now all that I can see is the planets in a row suggesting it's best that I slow down. And when the water reached the west coast it was me and you and the whole town under water. There was nothing we could do. And today was a day just like any other.

And they say men are "smarter"

TOP TEN THINGS ONLY WOMEN UNDERSTAND...

10. Cats' facial expressions

9. The need for the same style of shoes in different colors

8. Why bean sprouts aren't just weeds

7. Fat clothes

6. Taking a car trip without trying to beat your best time

5. The difference between beige, off-white, and eggshell

4. Cutting your bangs to make them grow

3. Eyelash curlers

2. The inaccuracy of every bathroom scale ever made

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My hands are shaking and senses numb,

They say what you did was admirable not dumb.

I don't know what I'd do without my brother,

Why can't the Navy pick another.

What happens if you don't come back,

just please stay safe in Iraq.

Hours pass and I still count the minutes that you are not here. I swear I didn't mean for it to be like this; like every inch of me is bruised. Yes, every inch you see is bruised.